Visualization:
    Thinking about my problems and the things that border me doesn't help me find solutions so I found that if I visualize my problems being solved, I'm more capable to do the things I need to do to get to my solution.  Yesterday I saw him and felt empty I looked into his eyes and they were quiet, his shy smile was blank it lack of feelings, it was just there.  It was horrible to see that his eyes don't look at me the way mine look at him.  And there is nothing for me to change that absolutely nothing... Before I was resigned that if I wasn't going to have him in a romantic way then I still had him as a friend, but now he is someone that I used to love.  To be honest I can't yet say that I don't love him, but I'm working really hard to achieve that.

Today I want to visualize myself as a strong woman that is able to be happy without being dependent on a man to her feel complete. I want to be healthy mentally and physically.  And most important I want to be happy with what I'm given each and everyday...<3