70lb that hunt my soul

I'm  70 lbs over weight, and I've reach a breaking point in my life.  I refuse feel bad about my body another day.  I have great appreciation for the life I was given, and I'm making myself miserable by choice.  I want to feel good with my weight.  I want to be able to shout to the world how much I weight and not feel terrified that one number will define me as obese.  I want to love myself that way I do life.  So I'll start small, but I won't give up.  I make a vow to record my weight and process.  I'm aware that it wont be easy, but I wont give up.  Day one Saturday March 16, 2013 Weight in 192.2.